Kay Elle

Friday, 4 December 2009

Paint a Rainbow

You fill up the recent rain-laden skies with colourful rainbows; just like the one I saw the other day.

It was as if someone was projecting a rainbow right off the top of that mountain; just like how in the olden times Batman was called ;)

No, you didn't exactly call me to you, but I went looking for you anyway =)

And now, lets paint that rainbow; but this time, together.

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The many different faces of you I've come to adore and learnt to hold dear; am still learning more about you everyday and appreciating every moment of it as the seconds tick away.

You're like no other =)

Saturday, 7 November 2009

Essence

fell - in a perspective, a past tense + an involuntary movement

The reasons are simple; because once you realised, it's already too late, therefore the past tense. It is also not something you would do intentionally (unless you're that sadistic to feel that you need to stay true to Alicia Key's song, Fallin').

That is why fell, but not fall.

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Life lessons are learnt throughout the course of time. They are told and unfold as time goes. They name it "history" for a reason and someone played with this word by separating it into two; "his story" (pardon the gender biasness).

Path after path are laid in front of you as you course through the journey of life, chasing your dreams and ambitions. But which is the right one?

The one on the left leads you to a rainbow.
The one on the right leads you to an open field which stretches as far as the eye can see.
The one in the middle leads you to a pot of an endless supply of gold.

I chose the gold. My two other mates who insisted we went on different paths took up the other two.

When our paths crossed once again, we were all changed people.

The path with the rainbow ended with a small waterfall in which a river continued flowing downstream - and the person had to learn how to swim in order to move further. An extra lesson is learnt by taking this path - a simple swimming lesson which will definitely be put into good use in the future.

The path with the open field did not have an end; the person who chose that path was lost. That forced him to look upon the stars at night to determine his bearings to move beyond this field. Another lesson is learnt - by looking for ways of not getting lost in the vast world that is sometimes beyond one's expectation and imagination.

My path almost blinded me - the sheer magnitude of it was way beyond what one would've foreseen. But as like the other two, the path also came with a twist - it was leprechaun's gold, which bears no value beyond the point it is found. And the words of a leprechaun can never be truly taken into account for its truthfulness.

Another lesson here - in being consciously aware and being able to differentiate between truth and lies.

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Every path teaches a person a life lesson - although taking a different path altogether, each have acquired something they have not expected initially when choosing their destination.

That is why it is called "his story" - as each person tells you theirs, you listen, you learn and you add it to your own.

You can rewind, you can reverse time - but if you have chosen a different path, where would that path take you? How different could you predict the "could've been"?

You wouldn't have known the story of the other two if they weren't the ones who told you about it =)

Look back to reminisce, but always look forward - because constantly turning your head around would cause your neck to sore.

Look back to learn, but never to regret - because regretting would only tell you what might've been; but learning, it will tell you what the future could turn out to be.

Saturday, 31 October 2009

State Disparity

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Come back soon =) Miss you heaps.

Sunday, 25 October 2009

Backstep

Reverse, rewind; take me back to once upon a time.

Reverse, unwind; there's always some other time.

Speech, chatter, over a glass of wine; when is it a good time?

Time;
never looks back.

Time;
doesn't go into reverse.

Time;
doesn't rewind.

but,
time allows a person to unwind.

It unwinds the past, reveals your present and as it goes,
peeks into your future.

Saturday, 24 October 2009

你,
让我胡言乱语。

你,
染上美丽色彩。

你,
的破颜一笑;

就这样,

让我迷上了的你。

你;知道你是谁吗?

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

有时候 At Times

其实很多时候,很多的疑问,给再多的答案,也永远会是一个解不了,懂不得的事情。

而那时候,就只有把疑问,答案,理由,借口,通通埋没。可是,又有没有想过,埋没以后留下的痕迹?

痕迹就只有简单的三个字: What could've been?

I believe that; what could've been would never have been how anyone planned it to be; because, as used up this may be, yesterday is really the past while tomorrow lays many things not known to as many people.

But, today; they call it the "present" for a reason - for as the day unwraps with the first ray of sunlight creeping over the skyline, the whole world lights up.

The question; who do you share it with?

I just dropped by aunty's blog moments ago and came across another overused - would you wait for the one you love or be with the person who loves you? - infamous indeed.

I presume that I'm the first - simply because the latter doesn't happen to guys too often; especially guys like me but hey, no qualms. I'm living and most importantly, happy =)

Monday, 12 October 2009

Castle

"Best not to dream of building castles in the sky with clouds and wish for it to stay that way - I'd rather let the clouds take its own form and tell me their story." (My FB shout-out, 2009)

Some say that having a dream is the only way to feel alive; because apart from the everyday nine-to-five, you'll have something to aim for; to reach for.

There's a saying: "Building castles in the sky." Hey, who knows right? Maybe some day, there will be someone who can achieve that. For now, I don't have that ability to make something solid out of that quote aside from its original derived meaning - daydreaming.

Is there an alternative? Fortunately.

It's there in the first quotation.

Thanks for making my day =) Nothing beats spending time with you - I really miss Liverpool now.

Thursday, 8 October 2009

There's a Time and Place; for you and me.

Dinner - Time: 8pm Place: Home

Movie - Time: 2pm Place: Cinema

Sleep - Time: 3am Place: Bedroom

You - Everytime; Everywhere.

At a time where some things are better left unsaid and some thoughts are better left untouched, the best form of speech is through actions only known to; none other but myself.

It doesn't really matter, whether you realise or otherwise; because all that matters is for you to pursue and fulfill your dreams =) whatever it is that puts the colours back to your skies and paintbrush it with rainbows and sunshine.

I know I care; so that's about all that's important. The rest will fall into place - whether it falls to the places I want it to fall to, that depends on where each of us will go from here. I already know I can't possibly have everything my way, that'd make me 12 all over again.

I'm 22. Too old to become a kid, too young to be a grown-adult.

Monday, 28 September 2009

Homecoming

4-hours since touchdown and although it has only been 4-months, that sense of familiarity coming back to a place where you know you belong somewhere somehow and that someone around you loves you - it really makes that bit of difference.

I had this quote stuck in my mind in the few days I was alone in Manchester; well, not really alone, a couple of others were in the city just that everyone was busy with their packing and last minute shoppings.

"It's not the place, it's the people whom you're with that lights up the city and makes it colourful."

I'm not a person into believing or doing things which I cannot persuade myself - if I can do an average job, I will promise an average job; and if I can do an excellent one, then God forbid, I will deliver.

The feeling of cliche and deja vu often hits you hard and fast; especially when you're alone - blend it with your thoughts and emotions and you get a good mixture of strong winds and high waves all rolling within you.

Sometimes I wished for things to be different somehow - and other times, I'd wished for things to remain the same. But as everyone who gradually needs to grow up will come to learn, the world doesn't revolve around you - there are just too many x's and y's out there; factors not known and events that can't be controlled. And usually, one thing leads to another and ... well, the end result doesn't usually fit the image you've conjured in the beginning.

I know I'm being selfish if I said that I want some things to change and some things to remain the same - therefore I choose neither. I made a promise to someone back in Liverpool - came close to breaking that promise but somehow, I managed to keep it.

I wouldn't know if the turnout is something that's best for everyone - but at least I know that I won't be your burden to bear =)

"Life is not merely measured by achievements - but also of the missed opportunities and chances."

I missed my boat.

So I came through the whole duty-free zone of KLIA without buying any chocolates for people back home.

Welcome back.

Friday, 4 September 2009

It's a Mixed Goodbye

It has finally come to the end of this chapter; one with memories, experiences and lessons in abundance.

Meeting new people, the on-rush of paperwork, walks to Uni, the dinners and everything else.

I've learned the value of appreciation; and more importantly, respect and love.

Appreciating time, moments spent together and short conversations are the things I remember best; sometimes, it's the tiny details in life that make you who you are.

I've never felt that greatness is measured by what you have achieved - that is just for the sake of showing off. If dissing someone makes you look good, what you have achieved in the end is but a hollow respect.

I've met new people, learn new things; I've also managed to see some people for who they really are and I always believe only time can do this - 3-months living together really does show you a lot.

How you answer everyday questions, how you usually behave, your attitude towards managing rubbish, your attitude towards friends who are in trouble and are asking for help even the way you talk ... start realising that all this reflects of your character - if you're naturally like the way you are, well ... good luck.

Someone once said you will know who your true friends really are after the Liverpool experience - and true to that, I did.

Some here have changed me in ways I could have never imagined; in a good way, and some, they never did have much significance apart from being there to justify why I'm close to some and not others.

I've just said good-byes to PaiWah, PuiYee, MunYi, SeeWei, PohYi and YuanChin (missed AiYin ... not in room). Each goodbye points to another sign that this "UK experience" has come to an end ...

I don't really know what or how to feel; so I'll just use what MunYi said - "moody".

Some spend alone time to get over it, some keep quiet, some talk more, some cry, some laugh.

And then there are some who just continues doing what they do best when they don't know what to feel or do - disrespecting others.

Be responsible for yourself; I'm not your keeper and not the ever-ready person who'll always be there when someone needs help.

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[keep walking and you shall find one day, the thing you want most in life]

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[keep in touch with the people you love and love you back the same]

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[my feelings right now]

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[the working world awaits some - it'll be a very different ball game]

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As I watch the time tick by, I feel everyone's emotions - and most of all, I feel mine.

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